Falling

When you’re falling

into the black hole

again

When you’re not writing

or studying

reading

living

When “I cannot do this” becomes your mantra

and the tears start falling

with your mood

and drive

life

I do not know what to do

I know not to harm myself

because I swore

I know not to despair

because I am not alone

I do not know how to remind myself

that those are reason enough

to feel better again

to hold on

I know the mood passes

but when and for how long

I know I am falling

but

how

deep?

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