Guilt

Oh, it eats me up.

I’m not doing what I’m supposed to do.

I waste my time.

I have so much to do.

But I don’t want to.

And I can’t.

And I procrastinate.

And I’m frustrated.

And angry.

And I still do not a thing.

Guilt.

I have to talk to them.

I have to take care of this.

I have to study.

I have to do this and this and this.

Too much.

Why?

Guilt.

I need someone.

I feel so wrong lying all the time.

Why can’t they just KNOW?

It eats me up.

I hate it.

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